Concerts and Tony Moly Haul

Woooooot. It's been almost a year since I last posted here in my dear blog. Cobwebs everywhere T_____T

And....my first post for 2013 will be about my beauty haul and the fail DKFC thinamajig.

Beginning with the DKFC, I was really planning to watch and enjoy BUT...dear mother got last minute hormonal madness and so I was not able to leave the house for the concert itself :( <///3

cr: Dream KPOP Fantasy Concert Facebook

Although I was not able to attend the concert, I was able to leave the house and buy new outfits for work (YAY!)

Please note that I am still skipping posts about the concert because I am still so heart broken but I'm still looking forward to the next k-concerts this year (ehem...ehem...sana may CNBLUE!)

Soooo moving on to my favorite purchases over the weekend! My first Tony Moly haul for 2013 ^^~ This is actually the first time that I splurged so much in one go, so good luck to me until the next payday. o___O :))

I even got the JYJ Calendar (that I seriously wanted to get!) but to my surprise, I got 2 calendars! (Yay! But how can I use the other one? :O)

My haul consisted of beauty products not for make up but for making our skin better. I didn't get make up at all because I still have enough to last for the next 4-6 months.

From L-R: Panda's Dream Eye Patch (Bottom left), Panda's Dream Goodbye Dark Eye Corrector, Dr. Tony AC Control White Toner, Aqua Aura Serum, Aqua Aura Waterful Mist

Other than the Tony Moly products I got today, I was also able to buy new wedges in Payless Shoe Source Store that were on SALE! It was 50% off so I didn't hesitate anymore. :)

I feel very happy with my purchases and I just might make reviews for my purchases today.

I just wish I survive until the next payday T__________________________T

For more product updates and promos from the products I mentioned, like their Facebook Fan Pages: Tony Moly Philippines and Payless Shoe Source. Follow them on Twitter as well, TonyMolyPH.

-Yeon Jae

Where to go?

Some people already know what they're meant to do/be for the rest of their lives...but me...I'm stuck somewhere in between and I have no idea yet.

Dreaaaaaam

Senseless post. I just want to let it all out~

This is another dream I somehow remember. Alpha waves are working man (Sorry, sudden nerd mode). Anyway, these are the things that happened:

Moving Forward

I have been ranting for the past few days about getting a job or doing something "productive". It's because I felt like I needed to. It felt as if I am obligated...but somewhere within me, I feel like not wanting to find a job at all right now and I don't know why. 30 minutes ago, a friend scheduled me for an initial job interview on Wednesday and I felt really good, at first. Right after ending our conversation, I began to feel scared and I wanted to back out. Now, I am asking myself why I am like this.

I was the one who wanted to find a freakin' job.


Now that it's there, I don't want it. Why? Why am I so scared? I somehow don't get the moving forward after college part. I know I need to learn but just like a vampire scared to step into the sunlight, I too, am scared to step out into the real world.

I am so confused.
I don't know what I want. I don't know if I'll find something that I want.


Help me.
Save me.