Changes.

I promised myself recently that I will take care of myself more when I finish the whole school thing. I took step one today!

Achievement Unlocked!

I went to this gym in Las Pinas and applied to become a member. It has been at least 4 years since I stepped inside a gym so I am proud of myself. :3 Tomorrow is my "trial" + consultation day in the gym and I feel excited. This is one of those moments that makes me feel like I am really moving on in life. :)

You know, my weight has been a forever issue in the family, the gossipers next door, the "friends" back then, to Christian who never fails to annoy (and sometimes offend, yes...offend xD) me about the weight jokes, and of course, to myself who keeps on comparing with other people. I want to remove that issue/insecurity forever coz I really feel like getting nowhere if I don't start with that. With what I did today, life changes step by step. :) I will work hard to deserve the happiness I've been dreaming of. YAY!

Fighting, Reese! ^_^

When someone else's "near future" depends on you

Bothered.

Sigh.

Hey, I am back from academic world. 

Please bear with me (again) because I'm gonna rant for a bit today.

I'm really wondering why you're so full of hate towards other people.

I'm wondering why you're way too ahead of yourself.

I'm wondering why you feel like you're always right.

I'm wondering why you're like that.

I want to try understanding you but you clam up and avoid interacting with people.

Are we that "low" for your standards?

I state my thoughts and you "anonymously" give a sarcastic remark. It makes me feel like I've done something wrong, when I really didn't. D: It's just unfair. It's unfair that your attitude does not match with your intelligence. It's such a waste.

The past two weeks.

The past two weeks have been...one of the nostalgic/busiest/craziest/stressful weeks of my last term in DLSU.

Why?

Daddy Problems.

Na-miss ko bigla tatay ko. </3
Nakakainggit yung may mga tatay na lagi lang nandyan at maayos ang relationship nila sa isa't isa.
Meron pang sinu-surprise sila ng tatay nila pagkagaling nila sa school at trabaho. Napapag-isip ako, bakit kaya kami ni papa hindi ganun? (Well, sa loob-loob ko lang alam ko namang kasalanan namin pareho eh.)
Ang sarap sabihing gusto kong magsimula kami ulit kasi feeling ko naman, hindi pa huli...kaso...ang dami kong dahilan. Ang dami kong issue sa kanya na sa mismong sarili ko, hindi ko ma-resolve. Ang dami nyang issue sakin na ayaw nyang linawin sakin. Hay. pano kaya kami?